12/16/11

I'm watching "A Baby Story" on TLC and the to be mom just said that it's normal not to love your child right away. WHAT? Is that true? It certainly wasn't for me. My heart melted and I fell in love with Mia the second I saw her. It broke my heart that they took her away from me right away.

I can honestly say that I fall more and more in love with her everyday. I never thought I could give that much love to any one person. I feel like there's no way I can love another baby as much, but I know that love is infinite and I will always have more to give.

Today is my 6 week check up. It's a little early, but this is when I could get in so that will have to due. I'm hoping the doctor gives me some exercises that I can start doing because I'm really tired of not being able to do much.

I'll write again soon.