This is not really your typical behind the scenes blog, this is me venting. And I apologize ahead of time but I really need to get this off my chest. I want to know when I became the yelling at my kids, feeding them pizza bites for dinner, putting them to bed early so I don't have to deal with them mom.  I love my kids, more than anything...but there are days when I wish I had a full-time job just to get out of the house. I never wanted to be this mom!! I wanted to be the cool, you can talk to me about anything, goof around, bake stuff, dancing in the kitchen kind of mom!  Is it too late? I want to be cool but sometimes they just drive me nuts! Today, happens to be one of those days. So am I the only one that feels this way? Is this typical of Stay at Home Moms? Is it wrong that the sound of a child clapping makes me want to run away? See, I told you I was venting. :)